Kirsten On Awakening

From AwakeningInChrist Yahoo Group at: http://groups.yahoo.com/group/AwakeningInChrist . . . God Bless You Holy One!
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Dear everyone,

This mornings "date with the Holy Spirit" involved being in full study mode, reading and taking notes from the text.
The following points are from the Undoing of Fear section.
The dreamer of the dream does not know he sleeps… The separation started when… The mind made sickness… The miracle is the first step in giving the function of causation back to cause and not to effect… Healing only the body is half the lesson... The mind is sick that thought the body could be sick…
Questioner: So the dream reflects the separation of myself and God.
I believe I turned on God and in doing so what I have created seems to have turned on me. Because I fear God the figures in the dream seem fearful… What can you tell me about this?
Answer: Know that you are the dreamer. You actively dream the dream. The world reflects the thoughts / beliefs within your mind. Remember me always. When I am the guiding light within your mind in every moment you are remembering God because I hold the memory of God always. You are asleep in the sense that you have turned away from God in fear. When all fear of God has left your mind you will awaken.
Question: I don't really think I fear God, I didn't even know
God in this lifetime until 2 years ago…why do I fear God?
What does it look like in this world? (At this moment I experienced feelings of nervousness and fear welling up)
Answer: This world, the dream that you are dreaming, plays out your fear in form. As you believe/dream that you deprive your Father of his Son you dream of deprivation and separation.
This world plays out the fear – You believe you are the cause of your existence, that you can create your own life and that you have experiences within this world - some of which you choose, some that happen to you.
This is a backwards and utterly untrue perception. Question: It seems like a struggle this morning. I've written and crossed out several sentences.
Why is this?
Answer: Resistance is high.
When you really understand the concept of cause and effect, of true Cause and Effect v's false cause and effect, you will see this world for what it is.
Right now you are having glimpses.
Confusion produced this dream and when you have cleared your mind of all confusion you will be free of the dream.
Question: What would be helpful to keep in mind right now as I continue to learn and apply this? Answer: God Loves You.
Answer: :-) I shared with Regina that it felt like a struggle rather than a freeflow this morning and lo and behold she was having the same experience. We immediately felt joined and so grateful to be sharing this experience right now.
Thank you Holy Spirit, I am eternally grateful for your gentle, loving guidance.
With much love,
Kirsten